Don't have a clue what to do about Scott. He is going to be gone for several years. Part of me wants to stand by him and make this work and part of me just wants to be done with him...Adios. Part of me wants to explore other options, other avenues in my life. This would be the perfect time for that. Perhaps...it's already started, only time will tell. Maybe what I'll figure out from all this is that the part that wants things to work is stronger than the part that wants to run. We will find out...........