Yeah so..Umm....Changes Much???

Sooooo....since the last time I posted not much has happened.....My divorce was finally final, I have remarried, my daughter has graduated from High School....very very different world around here, and yet, not so different.

I don't even know where to begin with the whole step-parent thing....first of all, my kids have a step dad, how weird is that. It's not going well. Granted, we didn't handle the situation very well....but I don't really want to get into that right now. It's very weird being a step parent. I don't know how much or how little I should say to the boys when they are here. They are super great kids, they aren't hear nearly enough. The really really weird thing is how well Scott and his ex get along as apposed to how well Me and Trent get along. We are like polar opposites. I think sometimes I'm a bit (ok not a bit, a lot) jealous of how well they get along and how they work together to make sure the kids are taken care of. You never ever hear Scott say a bad thing about here when the boys are here, actually, you don't hear him say that when they aren't here. Me on the other hand can't think of any good things to say about Trent. And I have been guilty of saying things about him to the kids that they have no business hearing. And I'm quite certain that is what goes on at his house as well. I can't speak for what goes on and Cathy's house, but I'm guessing she is much like Scott.

It is super super weird being Married again, especially after how fast it happened. Met in June, he basically moved in right away, and we were married in November, we just had our 1st Anniversary. Looking back, I totally would have not done it the same way, but there is no denying the fact that I am so much happier now. Scott is a great person, at least to me, he does not always do great things, but he means well. He spoils me rotten, and I have never known what that was like. I know each and every day that he loves me, what else could a girl ask for?? Maybe a husband with a job....lol.

So, I know I've said this before, I totally want to be like the other bloggers I read and have something funny or insightful to say....I want to add photos and make this thing interesting....but who am I kidding, that isn't me. I'm not funny or insightful, and I can't even remember to take pictures of Scott and the boys when they are here. I've only been meaning to do that for 6 months. His mother has practically begged for a picture....I need to get on that. Guess I'll just keep doing what I do...also not that it matters, but no one reads this blog anyway....so who cares what it looks or sounds like...hehe...lol.