ch ch ch changes.......

wow, look to posts in the same month, must be a world record. whats amazing is the amount of changes that are currenting going on in my life. Girl and Boy one are moving out and are going to share an apartment, this is breaking my heart. What breaks my heart more is that their crazy psycho b**** mom (PBM) is the cause of all the changes. Boy two has gone to live with his father. This too, of course is breaking my heart most of all. He will be attending a much larger school, where I feel he will get lost in the crowd. He will then go home to an empty apartment where he will be left to his own devises until his father gets off work around 103o to 1100, sometimes later. Now, I admit this is not a whole lot different than what he was going at my house. Home from school, minimal conversation, then off to his room to play his xbox. At least this house has wifi and he was able to talk to his friends online, that won't be possible at his fathers. Also, although he has a phone, I guess he is not able to make calls on it, and his father does not currently have a phone. So to refresh, due to PBM's recent behavior Boy 2 has been taken from his rather comfortable world and been thrown into one in which he will have very little contact with the real world including his siblings and his mother. it just breaks my heart. Well, you may ask, what could PBM have done to cause so much change in such a short amount of time. Well....that will be another day, not sure how much of it I want to talk about....not sure if it is the right time. Just know that it is the right time to be asking for forgiveness, and to pray that my family will heal and find it's self well and happy again soon.